I have a different journal now.

If you don't know what it is, then I don't really care for you, in particular, to read it.

I can't breathe.

Old world underground, where are you now?
Subtract my age from the mileage
on my speeding heart.
Credit cards accelerate, accumulate.
Looked for you downtown,
wound up in a movie with no story.
Now it's late, and you are nowhere to be found.

hesitation's always mine
Hesitate outside the times
With all I don't say
With all I don't do
I'm sending you
Invitations to hesitate too

Every ten year-old enemy soldier
Thinks falling bombs are shooting stars sometimes,
But she doesn't make wishes on them
When she wishes, she wishes for less ways to wish for
More ways to work toward it
Ten year-old enemy soldier
Our falling bombs are her shooting stars

Hesitation's always mine.
Hesitate outside the times.
Oh, call me or drop me a line.
Say you've been with me,
Say you've been with me,
Say you've been with me..
This whole time.

Old world underground I never knew you
But I've seen your face everywhere
There was a farm before we tore
The small town down
Multiply, divide

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God damnit.

Come close you've never been so far away.

If you had one wish, and for it to come true, what would you wish for?

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The Cancer Years (7:35:10 PM): YOUR DRINKING IS MAKING JESUS CRY

This quote made my day.
Thanks, Matt.

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